16 weeks

We are 16w2d. Yay! Our babies are the size of Avocados. No wonder I feel like my belly is so big! Thebump.com says "Watch what you say... tiny bones forming in baby's ears mean the little one can now pick up your voice. Eyebrows, lashes and hair are starting to fill in, and taste buds are forming. And, if you're interested, an ultrasound might be able to determine gender."
Well, I have noticed over the last month or so my language hasn't been ideal and so now I'm really going to need to watch it. I blame it on the hormones but I guess I just need to be more aware. Taste buds...I wonder if these babies are going to be as picky as their mother when it comes to food. James isn't a whole lot better than me, but I definitely stick with what I like and I'm not big on trying new foods without a lot of convincing. My most favorite of all foods is pizza....the food I've craved the most during pregnancy. I sure hope our little ones love pizza or I'm in BIG trouble! As far as determinig gender, we're hoping to find out Thursday!!

I've not had what I would consider strong cravings. If people are talking about food, I find often that I then decide I want to eat that food. Pizza sounds good, constantly. Yesterday, I experienced a new feeling. I've been wanting Crazy Bread from Little Caesar's Pizza for a while now. I've not been able to have any. Well yesterday, I can say I had the strongest craving for it that I've had thus far. It was all I could think about. I could only eat half of my PB&J sandwich because it wasn't crazy bread. I couldn't get it out of my head. It stuck with me all day. The problem is that there isn't a Little Caesar's anywhere close to where we live, at least 30 minutes away and we had plans last night so it wasn't an option. I will have it this weekend, believe me! I will hunt down this food that I want so badly!

My cousin Brittany is about a week behind me in her pregnancy. I talked to her last night and she's starting to feel her little one. I am so ready to feel these babies. For all I know, I might be and it's just not distinguishable enough from other things for me to pick out movements. Then again, I just may not be able to feel them yet. I have seen them, I have heard them, I want to feel them. I just can't wait!!

Fear

I experienced a new kind of fear today.  I had gone to the bathroom at work this afternoon, one trip of many during the day, and I was looking at my belly in the mirror.  It itched a little so I scratched it through my shirt.  Then, for whatever reason, I lifted my shirt to look at my belly.  At this point I started to panic.  I almost started to tear up.  I thought I saw about 4 stretch marks starting to show.  I kept thinking, this can't be happening-no, I can't get them, it's way too early.  Well, the light in the bathroom is dim so after much examining, I realized it was my scratch marks.  For whatever reason I tend to kind of welp up when I scratch any body part-like what it would look like if you were scratched by a dog.  After I realized it really wasn't a stretch mark I was able to calm down.  I didn't realize how afraid I was of getting them until I thought I had a few.  What a strange thing to experience!!!  

Strollers

Where oh where does one find a stroller for newborn twins that doesn't cost $1000??? Please tell me someone knows. None of the local stores even carry double strollers except the kind you'd put toddlers in to go for a run. That does not help us at all. I've been trying to look online but I'm not sure what I'm finding would hold two newborns and they're all extremely expensive. James and I talked yesterday about taking a trip up to Cincinnati or even TN to shop for it if there are stores that actually carry them, but I'm not having any luck finding stores. When you're having twins, you come to accept that they bring double everything: twice the money, twice the furniture, twice the space, twice the frustration, twice the lack of sleep and most importantly, twice the love. You know there are certain things that will be harder than others and trying to find a double stroller is one thing we expected to be a little more difficult. However, I did not expect it to be almost impossible. Please tell me the baby stores or online sites you're using to get your baby items. Maybe that will help us. We need the help!!

15 weeks

Today we're 15w 2days. We're less than 2 weeks from the big ultrasound. We're also less than 3 weeks from Shannon's visit! February is going to be such an eventful month ;) I tried to take a few more belly shots on Thursday but my camera wasn't cooperating. They all turned out blurry. Apparently at 6:30 I do not operate a camera well. This week was so much better than last week. I had more energy and didn't feel utterly exhausted all week. I got plenty of sleep and it felt great!

Last night we saw "WICKED". It was amazing. My favorite movie ever is The Wizard of Oz so I was a bit worried it would ruin it for me but it didn't. The music was amazing. I loved it. Even though sitting still in those seats was uncomfortable me for for over 2 hours, it was still worth it! If you get the chance to go see it, GO SEE IT!!

The second best thing to happen this week was that I found the nursery bedding I want to use and James approved it :) I saw a plate a Target about a month ago that had a Damask like print on it and as soon as I saw it I got an idea in my head of how I wanted the nursery to be decorated. I had no clue I'd actually find bedding to match what was in my head. At first I was just checking websites of stores that were local so we could register there, but I decided to check other sites to give myself more ideas and that's when I found them. They have a girl and boy set and compared to what we've looked at, the price is reasonable. The great thing is that no matter if these twins are boys, girls or one of each, the idea in my head matches them all!!

Exciting News!!

I got a call from the Fetal and Maternal Medicine office that is doing our Level 2 ultrasound. It has been scheduled for Thursday February 5 at 10:00am. I am so excited!! We'll be 17 weeks on that day. I hoping since the Level 2 is a higher tech machine (from what they told me), even though the twins will be small, they will still be able to tell the sex. We really do want to know. With twins, we feel like it will just make planning easier. My sister requested off from work to go so I'm hoping they approve it. I think it would be great for her to experience it with us.

I couldn't be more excited!! 3 more weeks :)

14 weeks...on to the 2nd trimester!!

Today we enter a new stage of the pregnancy. 14 weeks!! According to thebump.com, our little ones are the size of lemons. "Your adorable little fetus is busy with thumb sucking, toe wiggling, and (not so cute but equally amazing) making urine and breathing amniotic fluid as the liver, kidneys and spleen continue to develop. Lanugo (thin, downy hair) is growing all over the body for warmth."

Yesterday we had our doctor's appointment. Other than the long wait, it went well. I just wanted to hear both of our babies and we did. She found them both on the doppler and we were a little surprised. It was amazing how James and I could tell the difference between the two and it wasn't us just taking her word for it. It really is the most beautiful sound in the world!! We discussed our big level 2 scan. We go back to see the dr Feb 12 and she wants the scan done before we go back. They're supposed to call me with the appointment info. It is so cool to think that we could potentially know what these little brownies are in 3-4 weeks. I just hope that they're cooperative and they're able to tell!! James and I have also discussed getting a 3D/4D scan. I think along with our black and whites, it would be neat to get one where you can really see them. Speaking of pictures, we finally copied our 10 week scan so I can post them. This was 4 weeks ago, I wonder how big they look now.










The one above (if this loads like it's supposed to) is a shot of both of them together. It was more like the tops of their heads, but she wanted to get them on the same plane.


















These are of them individually. Baby B is on the left and Baby A is on the right. When she was trying to take the shot of B, he was moving and bouncing around, kind of flapping his arms. It was so cool to see. Now I'm anxiously awaiting the moment I realize I'm feeling them move!!

Excited for....

our doctor's appointment tomorrow!! I'm leaving work at 2 to make our 2:40 appointment. They're checking for their heartbeats and I can't wait to hear them!! I pray they're still both going strong.